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Thursday, September 23, 2010

apresiasi | cinta | hati | running | coming |

me..

always run from love..

always..



me..

always ignored what they want..

always..


me..

always hates falling in love..

always..


me..

always hard to accept somebody in life..

always..


me..

always try to accept whoever want to know me..

always..


because..
it's gonna hurt a lot..



the far i run..
the closer it is comes..



how can define love..?
how can i feel love..?


YA ALLAH.. U have opened my heart..
is he my true love..
i hope he is..
we pray for that..


he is truly understanding..
he is very honest..
he makes me smiling every second..


am i belong to him?

is it my destiny?

at Allah's house we met..

i am deeply feel so calm..

Syukran.. for this present..makes me smiling again... thank you..

epilog | cinta | hati | redha |




there 3 types of love destiny..

1..

destiny by Satan
you two get to know each other
holding hands and continue to do sins
Finally she was pregnant
then,you both just got married


2

detiny by jin
you likes her
but she does not love you
you use jin and spell her for you and she likes you
and finally you get married


3

destiny by God
you both see each other then through to the heart
you continue to propose her
and she received your proposal
and you both get married
Allah willing lasting until the end of life
this is called SYURGA CINTA..

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

epilog | cinta | hati | tak | faham |

once again,,

lying,,

tipu

tipu

tipu

dan

tipu..

teruslah menipu..

semoga tipu boleh membawa kamu ke syurga..

*bengong


merayu

merayu

merayu

dan trus merayu,,


masih..


*bengong

kama wasn't kama..

kama was him..

perfect lying..



kali ni berharap sgt..

last time was also


berharap sgt..


next will still the same..

berharap sgt..

haha..


nk aje aku nyanyi lg skali...

lagu so7 plak..

aku berhenti berharap..
sampai nanti suatu saat..
x ada cinta ku dapat..

epilog | cinta | hati | MUH |

jgn terangkn ape yg kamu fhm,.,,

ckup la..


sudahlah..

aishh,,, nk aje aku pegi karok lagu MUH,,,

cukuplah sudahlah sampai disini saja hubungan kita berdua..
uuwooaaaaaaaa waoooooa waooooooo waaoooooooo...!

dua hati yg x mungkin bersatu uwaooo

berbezaa kau dan jua aku.

uwaooo aooo...

epilog | cinta | hati | kama |

korg nk bace bace la..

nak percaye ke xnk terserah..

org ckp, dgr xpe,peercaya jgn..
cume hati ni nk bercerita pd yg x memahami..


To,

kawan.. cukup2 la memback up..

xde maknanye lg dh..

peluang dh byk kali di beri..


nk brape lori lg?

16 lori?

ckup2 la... aku ni bkn pnyabar sgt.. slagi ak blh sbr, ak sbr..
sdh2 la.. kang x pasal2 angin dtg blik..

jgn nk pkir die je ek kwn...
die pn tau ak ni bkn pnybr..

ak ni cpt lupe..
die pn tau aku ni salu lupe..

ak ni bkn ambik tahu pasal die pon...
die pon tahu ak x ambil tahu pasal die..

aku ni mmg buruk la dpn die kwn weh..
utk ape lg ni cari aku?

komplain mcm biase..
sntiase ade..


aku x salu msj die
aku x lyn die mcm org lain lyn pkwe die
aku bukan snang2 nk ckp yg aku syg seseorang..
die pon tau aku xsuke sbut perkataan 2..
tp ble dh disebut2..manusia..mudah lupa..
then.. die ingt mybe aku sggup mati utk die ke?
die pon x sanggup letih dtg cni? apakah lg mati sbb aku?
haha... jgn ckp kalo x mampu..
jgn janji kalo xsanggup..

aku bukan kekasih yang sempurna nk melayan layan ni...


*aku tau aku x hensem, sbb 2 ko xnk aku..

*aku sanggup pegi sana semata2 nk tgk ko..

*please dina please please.. bkn pluang skali ni jek lg.. skali ni jek..

*mmg la.. aku kne la pilih yg lawa2,.. sbb bnde ni nti effect kt anak2 aku..

*bgusla..jgn nk kate ddiri awk salu btul..

*kalo x rase xleh nk pgg 2 nom. jgn beli.. membazir..ps* mmg la aku guna duit kau kn..?huhu.. kecian..

*xpk ea?ok, mean kalo dh lame dh nti, ko xkn lgsg ingt yg ko ade pkwe ke x? so, better ko ckp,lepaskan aku k..aku lpaskan..n then aku juz kate bye2..

*xpham ke?..ckp jela break.snang

*sy juz znk awk trus sakit hati krn sy.sbb 2 sy lpaskn awk ..

then ckp

* aku rujuk ko blik.. mak aiii,,... murah benau aku..


mitak maaf byk2.. ingt la blik ape yg awk ckp..jgn nk ingtkn sy pd jnji2 manis awk..
ingt ape yg awk dh sakitkn hati sy..ingt dh brape kali aawk menangis krn sy.. xpenat ke nangis? ak pon pernah nangis sbb ko.. sekeras2 aku.. aku ni perempuan brader.. so sudahla ye.. pegila ingt blik kekasih2 kamu yg selalu kamu ingati.. InsyaALLAH.. kamu akan dpt pasangan yang kamu idamkan..yg boleh layan kamu mcm org lain layan pkwe die.. trime kasih byk2.. last ni sy explain... kalox fhm jgk xtau la aku nk ckp mcm mne lg dh.. aku ckp elok2 ni.. tnpa perasaan mrh.. u said that, u got what u want..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

epilog | cinta | hati | newdays |

before the sunset..
there was sunrise..

I wake to see a sky smiling at me,
a mockingbird serenading a song...sardonically.
The sun's climbing above the old red barn,

*sigh*

*deep breath*

feeling very..


calm..


peaceful..


so warm..

thinking nothing..



The sun climbs higher in the sky.
It's light shimmering and warm.
All things now are clearly seen.
A new day has been born.

Monday, September 20, 2010

apilog | cinta | hati | snack |

crazy..

when people said..

we break..okay.. but, just for a moment..

palehotakdie..

masuk di akal kah?

then nak pjuk2 blik manis giler..
perghhh... cair kot..

brader... kalo dh break.. lu ingt gua ni ape??
kit kat?? [take a break with kit kat]


ke ape?? blh order kt drivethrough??

suare mesin: welcome to mcdonald..may i take ur order sir?

customer: yea..sure... please give me a glass of dina's heart..
then a bucket of dina's love..

suare mesin: that all sir??

customer : one more thing,do you have.. the ice cool of dina's care put some oreo on it..

suare mesin: oraip.. u can pay now on the next pit stop..thanx for coming.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

epilog | cinta | hati | tawar |

"Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I'm only falling apart."


"Don't cry because it's over,
smile because it happened."


sudah ludah..jangan dijilat balik ye..



forget about me

forget about pass

forget about us

forget about everything..


leave me alone..
no more tears u will find..
no more loneliness u will feel..

go away.. leave me alone..

i am heart breakers.. ooh yess.. absolutely right..

epilog | cinta | hati | rainbow |

no tears..

no loves..

no dream..

no heart..

no feeling..

no regret..


after u said that..

so??
u already decided it..

so??
it is already done..

so??
done is done..


peace**

wink* wink* wink*

byebye.. no more sakit hati...

"lantak" laa kn..?
u said it..

enough is enough..

TOUCH n GO..

it is rainy outside..
just for a moment..
then..

rainbow comes..

to make my life as happy as before..

Saturday, September 18, 2010

epilog | cinta | hati | so | hard |

hai.. kawan.. i need help.. and please do comment..

if u're in my shoes..

its begun like this..

a man, said love u, need u..
trying
so hard
very hard

just to have me,..

then,

*terpaku..

he's trying so long for that..

after have been
di caci
di maki

at first, he is
very understanding
very gentle..

then..

*terdiam..

change lil bit..

comes another man..

with a big heart

said d same thing
want to wait for u
till u come
love n need

for sure
i want to meet ur mom..
asap

just like d first man..

damn.

*terbisu..



question:

1) a man always like diz ke?

2) a man do love someone using heart or nafsu?

3) a man when they now that the girl love him too, then he will change..is it?

epilog | cinta | hati | shoes |

Can I draw my own life with my own color pencils, please?

I've grown up. I have my own wings too. Can I fly by myself just once, please?

:(

I hate it when people start to plan for my life and my future. This is MY LIFE! I know they care and they love me, that's why they plan everything accordingly for me. But have they ever thought if this is really what I want?


I am tired. If you really think I'm still "the forever lil'girl", do consider to put your feet on my shoes.. and you'll know how tough it's to be that "lil girl" in your eyes.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

epilog | cinta | hati | mistakes |

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epilog | cinta | hati | "ah" |

darah



berdarah



biarlah



diarah



mengarah



terserah



diserah



dikerah



diperah



dimarah



diterjah



merah



merekah



parah



sudah


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